So we all know that I have CPSTD and DID, DID meaning dissacociative identity disorder. AND there is a beauty to it, it protects me from my past.
However, the problem with my past is that there were other people there. Unless they bring the past up, I don’t remember it and quite frankly, I’m ok with that.
Someone from my past, called me yesterday, said he wants to talk…. about our childhood. THAT is never a good thing, never, ever. Anyhow, he needs my help putting pieces together, I told him that I don’t have memories of our childhood and I probably would not be much help.
Now, hours later, my mind is going a million miles an hour, what is going on ?
What does he want from me?
Is he going to hurt me ?
Why now ?